Posts tagged thoughts on life
I was remembering my childhood. People get education very easily but for me It was very difficult to get it even though I was from a very educated family. My Mother was School Inspectress and Father was in Army.
I wanted to be a successful Doctor but Alas I am not due to the death of my Mother. I studied very hard and went in the teaching line. But I am proud of myself that I have made many successful doctors. I am very happy when many of my students are doing very well in their field. I think my life is worth living.
I just don’t understand why people hate someone whom they don’t know at all, whom they never talked to, who don’t know the truth about them. In my life there is only one person who truly meant my life and i meant everything to him.
Others even from my family hate me, The ones whom i call friends ruined my relationship by creating misunderstands. And even my best friend from my school proposed my girl even though he know that i love her and when we are in relationship and others were encouraging him… And the relatives and others members of family talk crap about me. Because of that reason used to hate everyone around me.
But Now i learnt many truths of life, there are only only a few people in your life really care about you and others are just pretend as they love you but behind our back they hate us and are busy with their own life… Even your sister, brothers after marriage they think about themselves they don’t have time to think about you they become selfish. I’ve been noticing this from years from people around my surroundings, my friends, my family etc.
All my life I suffered a lot of things like hatred, pain, loneliness. But I learnt many things. I experienced every form of hatred and i know what its like And i overcame it. Now i know many truths of life, you don’t how people hate each other not only around me but also in others life, every body hates each other strangers, neighbors, friends and even family members hate each other. But they pretend as they care but behind our back.
I have seen so many people who hate their own sisters, brothers, friends who cheat you, talk bad about you, create misunderstandings and create hatred among your friends towards you just for their fulfilling their selfish needs And many other people hate you without any reasons, even your relatives talk bad about you among other relatives. Now i know the truth of life, people and how world works. Hatred taught me how to judge people, who really mean to be in your life. I came to know that every body is after fun, entertainment, money, selfish needs, beauty, fame. Nobody gives a shit about you. But there is only one whom you can trust with your life. He is difficult to find but when you find him he will make your life worth living for. And you must have found him by now. I have only one that’s Abdul Althaf.
Only a person who suffers pain only knows what really the pain is. What really life is for.
But even through my 17 years of pain and sufferings. I love my life it made me unique and taught me the real reason for my life. i learned too many truths, i can judge people, i learnt the real truth of life, what life really is, so I’m lucky that i learnt too much in this short life. I feel like my purpose in my life is fulfilled. I am really very grateful for my life.
Its me and my life.
- Muzzafer Ali
The colors of life so varied,
Each gaze-a different hue,
Nature at its treasured best—
The birds, the trees, the breeze,
The hills, the mountains, streams,
The dawn, the twilight, the dusk,
The blue skies, the blue-green seas,
The flowers, the fruits, the fragrances-
HE has filled so much light in our life,
Poured so many colors into-
A POT OF GOLD – LIFE ITSELF
And we stick to just one drab color-grey,
The grey walls of our prison cells,
Our personal, private hells,
Till light and color from our dooms expel.
Life’s bleak moments often finds one lost,
Alone on a dark and lonesome trail,
We worsen it and dip ourselves-
In the hues of our pain-we forget there is -
Those eyes that stoops so low,
Slanders even suspicion,
Awakes needless doubts,
Rides on the wave of calamity,
Brings forth insanity,
For none can destroy so much,
As that inner turmoil,
An ever hailing storm,
Always blowing and blowing hard,
Uprooting the foundations of trust and harmony,
Leaving behind broken pieces of innocence,
Shreds of pride and fragments of hope.
Is there someone you can turn to
When you are worried, vexed or weary?
A chest where your restless soul finds solace,
Is there someone to speak soothing, reassuring words
To comfort and console when you are heart-broken or blue?
Is there someone in whom you could confide your fears??
or entrust with the deepest and darkest secrets of your heart??
Is there someone who will
rest a hand on your fevered brow when you are ill???
Or speak words you don’t want to hear but sounds sensible,
Dole dollops of encouragement when you’re feeling low?
Is there someone who can tell you to have faith,
Everything will be fine??
Or help you restore faith in humanity..
by saying have faith my friend
As long as u have life there is hope….not vice versa
Or pat your back when you win that gold……..
For it eventually returns……
The universe acknowledges good deeds and pranksters,
And God in his own mysterious ways makes it happen…
For everyday we all find a someone who comes into our lives
And adds an aura to our living……….
Forms may vary, an animal,
a child who smiles at you while crossing the road,
A needy neighbour, nature gives you your chance
SO,If you have someone, rest assured you are lucky,
BE THAT SOMEONE……..
For it will come back to you,
That’s Mother Nature’s way of thanking you….
It may not be your best mate,
Might not even be family –perhaps a stranger,
But there is always a SOMEONE ……….
Its so strange … LIFE!!!!!!
One spends the whole of one’s youth dreaming,
wishing fairy tale stories to happen….nothing does….
youth wanes and age ascends….
and just when you settle down and think,
well lived my life, its nearing twilight,no more dreams to dream…
let me close my eyes and walk into the sunset…
the horizon…where…body hits soil…
and before the soul escapes…someone comes along,
with a sweet smile, deep, innocent eyes like a child……
like a part of a past night’s dream…..
and suddenly during the day
when you are amidst a conversation…
while brewing coffee….kind of awakens and strengthens the sense……
and it all comes back… it comes back…bits and pieces…
intricating a fragile whole…
fuzzy…as the early morning brain….
……jagged as ends of the kitchen table…….
And perhaps this was the butterfly …..
The happiness that sits on your shoulder…..
You turnaround and run …..run to get back to that dream…..
Alas! Oh! Loss…..I find it really was a dream!!!!
Sometimes we are happy and sometimes sad, life’s a cycle, good times are followed by the bad ones, never give up in difficulties, time will change and so will your problems .. Keep fighting cuz life is a battle and difficulties are your opponents !!
I’m the sculptor of my own life. I mold it as per my wish. None can give it a flawless shape besides me. I am responsible for what I have turned it to and will be the one who will mend the broken pieces if any. I ought to get the best out of the raging zeal I hold within myself … The best is yet to come !!
Children imbibe everything their parents impart them. Childhood is the only time when the character can be molded into a flawless shape … ♥
“I sit down all alone being mad ..
Fretting about what I never had …
I have been a peice of junk, people stamp and walk on me ..
I had been someone who i was never supposed to be ..
I scondered time recklessly without any fear ..
Now my life and my ambitions, nothing seems to be clear ..
I am worried cuz its gonna be now or never ..
I wanna stand all by myself without any favour ..
Life is a Race people are rushing ahead ..
I am stranded all alone like a DEAD ..
Where have I lost myself? what happened to the person within me?
Lots of questions need to be answered, I’ll answer slowly and steadily ..
Now is my time, i need to make use of this time ..
Wasted years of my life, time once gone could never be mine ..
Who am I? What do I deserve, Where am I supposed to be?
I have been no one till now, this ain’t the right place for me ..
Life will be full of pain, if i stay a chump for all my life ..
Gotta catch the race before life makes me dance to the tunes of the FIFE ..
Can’t live this way, No more want to be tricked by the nasty fate ..
I have to stand up by hook or by crook before it gets too late ..
Failure teaches a lesson which one should never forget …
Always remember what you learnt if you don’t wanna regret” !!