Posts tagged love hurts
All through the day the droning sound of machines,
Drowns the sounds of human voices,
Your feverish mind mutters and curses,
As your impatient hand sketches the latest designs,
You are entangled through all sorts…..
Webs of muddled figures added to various sizes of timber,
You have no time to spare cause now you feel,
Family ties ought to be strengthened,
And more attention bestowed upon,
A guilty conscience brings forth sincere attachment,
And as you realize you have been wayward
That’s when you may think that you have loved and lost.
Yet, there’ll be times when you are exhausted and drained,
Tired of a whole day’s supervision
Or times when you find that you just can’t concentrate
There’s an irate little nerve throbbing inside your head
You close your tired eyes and try to rest
Then like the sun’s first rays,
Some sweet memories will come, seeping through the mind’s eye
And you will cast a glance towards me-a dimming vision,
And maybe you will sigh longing to know my thoughts about you
Of how I regard our now strained relationship
Pulling apart a clover leaf,
She still loves me, she loves me not
You will turn around you and find no one about
You will whisper my name.
Thus, letting your contrite heart some sad relief,
You’ll go down memory lane,
Where unbidden tears threaten to give you away,
When your heart cries out that you want me near,
And you call out to me again and again.
You must know my heart’s desire
I still care….That I still love you
And I believe in your love.
But one can love and love and love no more,
That’s what we have been doing,
As I bury my toes into the sand
I confess to a dying sun my sole witness,
Inspite of all the hurt, pain and disappointments you gave me
That I love you -And I always will.
An aftermath, those tender moments,
Now shattered and strewn though,
Each fragment a memory,
A memory that has destroyed us-individually,
Me too, though you think I am unaffected
If you insist so….
Remember its been more painful for me,
For its I who gave you up,
Knowing how invincible it would be
Considered the conflicting consequences,
The throes of our suffering is mutual
Do not blame me alone for everything my love
Don’t call our love names…..
Remember me for what I was to you,
Remember our love as it always was,
For that’s the way it will always be,
Painful — yet sublime.
“I loved you whole heartedly, my emotiones were true ..
You didn’t feel my love nor did you trust me cuz of a few ..
I’ve missed you every sec of my day, I know how much I loved you ..
I did always mean what i said cuz my love and my feelings were true ..
Life did put you across a test, a difficult and an easy one to choose ..
You picked up the easy choice giving me nothing but scars and bruise …
You wanted to kill some leisure time and knowing this my pain grew ..
I broke into peices cuz in my heart I drew a picture of me and you ..
But what hurts the most is that you didn’t trust me cuz of a few,
You failed to realize the emotions and my true love i had for you ..
You were afraid of the difficulties but were no more afraid of me to loose ..
Me yelling at the top of my voice that I love you but I sounded abstruse ..
Now you’re hurt only cuz you feel empty without me ..
I endure this pain cuz I did what was needed to be ..
I don’t expect you to come back cuz you decided to walk away from me ..
I sacrificed my emotions and my love for your happiness by setting you free ..
Wish you could see deep down in my eyes, the love i still have for you ..
Wish you could feel the pain running through my veins, cuz i still love you ..
What hurts the most is that you never felt my love for you ..
What would always hurt is that you didn’t trust me cuz of few ..
A year back, it was the same day ..
Loved an Angel who flew away …
Fell in Love with someone who could never be mine ..
Started jotting down emotions looking for a rhyme ..
Memories never left me alone cuz our love was pure ..
Love didn’t last for long, pain was all I had to endure ..
Though Love hurt me, I experienced her love even in pain ..
I would have turned a retard but her memories kept me sane ..
She is still my Angel, no matter what it turned out to be ..
I’ll always adore her cuz her Love is embedded deep within me ..