have now became my favorite memories..

My heart and the past days..

Reminds me of those moments..

That were pleasant and sweetest..

Now everything feels like..

vanished away from my life forever..

Now my eyes cry hopeless tears..

For those painted moments..

Colorful and beautiful moments you gave..

Those I have now lost forever…

An innocent little child,

standing all alone

at the center of a sea,

not knowing when,

the storm comes and strikes her..

waiting for someone

to come and take her away,

to the shore.

but, nobody is there to support her,

everyone is busy with themselves.

Thinking of only I and MY,

human is gonna one day

destroy everything.

The greed in this world is becoming heavier,

giving checks and mates to all relations.

Please come back dear……….

I did not realize ur value when u was near………..

It’s now paining; i can’t bear the pain………..

Just hear the screaming of my heart………..

You taught me how love will be………….

You did not teach me, how to live without u……….

Please dear, come back………..

It s too horrible to go back lonely towards the path, in which we had travelled………

First time i felt the pain of the plant………..

How had it felt when a rose is plucked from the plant…………?

I went to recollect our sweet memories………..

By going through the paths in which we both travelled together……………

It’s painful to go through those paths………..

First time I’m feeling the gap in between my fingers……..

There is no one to fill my fingers gap, except you dear…….

So please, come back dear……..

First time I’m feeling as i am alone……..

You know that i will not feel comfortable with any one, except you……..

Please dear, come back………

Remembering of u is tearing me day by day, second by second…….

Please, come back dear……………

I had not slept properly……..

Please come back to hear the screaming’s of my heart…………

Begging you dear, please come back……….

There was 1000’s of silly fights in between us………

But those fights did not hurt-ted me a lot………..

this is still hurting as a big wound in my heart……..

y could not u understand me…………..

I really cannot live without u…………..

Please come back, to make those sorrowful paths as joyful

Please ask my heart to stop screaming…………

Now a day, my heart too is not hearing my words……….

My eyes is surfing you…………..

My lips are always murmuring to speak about you…………..

You had entirely changed me………….

& you had become everything of mine…………….

At this time, if you ask ur heart back…………….

How is it possible to give it back dear………..?

I did not believe in other’s words………….

But now i really feel what love is…………….?

love is………..

Getting the heart &

Sucking the soul day by day, second by second!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is pain, is also sweeter.

When it is, for uuuuuuuuuuuu.

- i have hope that u will come back………..

to hear the screamings of my heart &

u will turn my sorrows &

u will fill my fingers &

u will take me miles & miles through out ur life……………

Of some tough lessons learnt

Are the ones life churned……

Clay ovens cook tastier dishes,

Coins and coppers are not help for paupers,

For he casts the nets who learns as he fishes,

To master the art, break out of a mould.

Its guts that targets your dreams into goals.

Diamonds are but unpolished stones,

A posthumous poet is the one well-known,

Locksmith, gold smithy, black-smith

Temperates a furious furnace aglow;

As He delivers each heavy blow—moulds me…..

Coy, sensible, sensitive, patient, kind, humane,

It lends me forte and stoics the soul…keeps sanity sane,

The more the iron is heated, better are gestures and words.

He kneads me dainty and quaint-

Malleable, permeable, so adaptable-

Into roles-daughter, sister, wife, mother ,friend,

Chiselled and fabricated into each sole,

Through seven stages seeps–

Lady Wisdom draped in grey-

Grey silver strands, grey cells,

Emboldens to look life in the eye,

Not fight shy.

Why should I woe,or sigh -

Tossed on Fate’s heaves and highs

When Life who no man can please

Yet saunters our foreheads to crease

Creeds crumple and crumble…………………

Sandalwood perfumes the very axe

That cuts its umbilical cord from   its soil,

That if within your family there is no belonging

Then no thing becomes your belongings,

Until and unless you dare

Never was a chance-Fair and square,

When alive if love is not made known

It bears no warmth on a cold and cherished tombstone.

God definitely is the Alpha and Omega

Yet resides in the person next to you

Seeds of friendship once sowed are a delta-fertile

Helps you sow,reap,harvest,repent,forgive,grow and borne life

AND…..When life finally buoys down……

ITS-To each his own…….

To each his own……

To each his own……To each his own…..to…..each…..his ……own…..

- Nelly

I could not realize, why my heart is full of pain

But, I know there is a reason for pain.

There is no one to hear the screaming’s of my heart.

I’m struggling in between the life or death each & every second….

Both sides of love are also UN avoidable….

Because, the one side love is SOUL given mother’s love

Other side love is making that soul to Live, my boy friend’s love

I know that this is My Time….

I have to decide……

This is my life……

I am here to choose the path of my life……

So i should be clear in my decision….

Struggling…………..

When he proposed me, it was not painful…..

When accepting also, it was not that much painful…

But I feel this situation is too horrible…….

I do not know how to describe………..

Right now I Feel, there is insufficiency in words……..

I’ want both persons love throughout my life……

But soul given person, is not accepting to take him (My boy friend) throughout my life…

How could i leave him……?

I can’t leave him………

Because when he expressed his love, he saw my eyes & expressed…..

I too saw his eyes, that second he entered in to my eyes….

When i accepted his proposal, he entered in to heart…..

We started speaking through mobile…………

Finally, he had been everything of mine (he was mixed into my blood & now he had entered into my soul) ……..

Even his single figure did not touch me….

Our love is totally based on pure love, care & affection…….

In his showering of love, my half journey of lovely life moved……

Now this is the right time, i have to decide whose love is going to come with me lifelong…….

I know my mom won’t accept…………

This is the decision, which i loved & took

What ever might be…. i have to face…….

Let me wait…. until she accepts…

We are struggling throughout our life for many problems

Why should not we struggle for our life……

I will wait until my mom accepts…..

Because, her love taught me what is care & affection….

She Is also everything of mine………..

If i leave him, he will die………….

If i go with him, my mom will die………..

So struggling, struggling & keep on struggling in between these two persons love……..

Heart is painful there are loads of problems…….

There is a day for me also, in that day i will also be flying like a butterfly, colourfully. Without painful & problem…………

Waiting for that day…………………………………..

Every night when I lay in bed,
my mind goes racing with thoughts I dread.
I think of the times we had as one,
it reminds me of all our beautiful fun.
But now I lay in bed alone,
wondering if I’ll get back what I once had known.

I’m so scared and full of fear,
I often find myself shedding a tear.
All I want is to hold you near,
kiss your neck and whisper sweetness in your ear.
But for now I must count on hope,
try my best to deal and cope.

All it took was a job for me,
I would’ve never lost my girl to be.
It took time to do and find,
but now everything will be just fine.
Now I hope you can look at me,
see how hard I have worked for thee.
I will be the best I can be,
but I really do need your love next to me.

Now my soul is hurt and weak,
I pray to god that we may once again meet.
I will dream of you tonight night,
I will hold my pillow nice and tight.
Now I lay me down to sleep,
pray to lord my soul YOU keep.

By,
Ron Jr

I defy to be your puppet anymore
Won’t allow you to hurt me ..No..Nomore.
You are allowed to break free
Though I can bet
You won’t be able to forget me..
Cuz the love I gave was true
Even it was just a game for you..
Go, my Casanova, trade your heart
Enjoy the game you play with class and art…
See how many hearts you can win
and how many you can ruin..
You know theres plenty avenues
so every damsel you meet..
let your heart scream ‘I Love You’…
With that killer smile
and mesmerised words
fix your eye and set the target.
When pinned, bring her close and near
Whisper in the ear “I truly Love You, my dear.”
With all your fiery passions and desires
Shower your love with rains of hugs and kiss.
Win the trust and let her feel its a bliss.
Then slowly unveil your mask and nail
and when you are completely assured
the target is totally shattered and ruined.
Just put a tag Mission Accomplished..
Broken hearts are your trophies.
Accumulate them and be happy…
Let the saga continue
Until you are over and out…
But, my love, a word of caution
The game which you play
with immaculate precision
to murder others emotions..
Just remember there is a word
called Conscience and it pricks..
Though I am in ample doubts
whether its alive or you have strangled it to death.
If it is still breathing and alive
Then make it a point to talk once in a blue moon
Don’t let your conscience die so soon…
All are answerable to the Supreme above
So play safe and enjoy your Game of Love….

(Love is not measured by the number of times

You touch each other…..

But the number of times

You reach out to each other)

Can’t love be like the first rays of the sun,

Warm, soothing, comforting;

Should you always want it to be?

The blinding glare of the noon-heated and taunting……..

Can’t love be like the soft, gentle breeze,

Caressing, easing away all tensions;

Should it always be a whirlwind, a gush, a gash

Swift and sure to be gone in a moment……

Can’t love be like a lisping stream

Bouncing merrily over the pebbles of life finding reasons for living:

Should it always be a sea of heartaches,

An ocean of loneliness,a dam of pride…….

Can’t love be sometimes as silent as the shadows,

Each content…yet there for each other

Should it always be a booming pretence

Brandishing ego to the drumbeats of I,Me,Myself…

Cant love be a shrine scented with smiles

Pure and sweet and healing….

Should it always be infested

With falseness and slime….

Can’t love be lingering and lasting,

Like a flame burning constantly:

Should it always be a fizzle of fireworks,

Or a tidal wave of destruction…..

Going,going ,gone.

Cant’ love be a dying ember ,where only memories remain,

Should you always make it a roaring spitfire,

A heinous crime,a a numbed soul

Or an aimless existence,embittered,

Kindled with hatred forever.

(Don’t let your love be a murderous flash,

Let it be pure sunshine-sweet and healing).

- nelly

I felt love for the first time…………..

I waited for years & years, to reach your love……. after 18years he came to me…………

He proposed his love not through eyes, not through actions, not through emotions, not even through words……….

He did not even said, “I LOVE U”. But, I understood what he was coming to say…………

He just, “Expressed”. I felt as something was happening inside me;

First time I Realized,” How Does a Heart Beats”

First time I Read, “a poem from a men eye”

His heart was like, clear sky, without any lust…….

He kneeled near me with a bunch of roses and said “I know there are miles to go…..”

In those miles, “there will be lots of joys, bundles of care, bunch of love & little of sorrows”.

There can be 100’s of silly fights in between us, but it will be for few minutes…….

There will be 1000’s of problems to face……..

What ever happens I can give you Surety that “I will Never Leave you”

My love on you will stay even if you do not accept my love….

My love remains as it is on you Dear

Even, if you are not near. I can live by thinking about your cute face.

Finally he fetched my hands and asked, would you come with me till my eternity…..

He also said, I wish to take u for a long travel, throughout my life…..

He stood up and asked; will you “MARRY ME”

And he stretched his arms & said, “if you too wish to marry me come near me & just hear the words of my heart”……….

You can hear the words of it, how it was screaming these much days without you each & every second………

That was the second; I felt love for the first time.

- Sindhujah Shankarnath

Let me see the spark in your eyes,

each day I wake up in the morning ..

help me read the touch of your hand,

when we go on long walks & keep talking.

Let me feel the warmth of your arms,

in my bad times and cravings.

become my soul and walk with me,

each moment in my life,

till I stop breathing.

- Rashi