Archive for February, 2012
Every night when I lay in bed,
my mind goes racing with thoughts I dread.
I think of the times we had as one,
it reminds me of all our beautiful fun.
But now I lay in bed alone,
wondering if I’ll get back what I once had known.
I’m so scared and full of fear,
I often find myself shedding a tear.
All I want is to hold you near,
kiss your neck and whisper sweetness in your ear.
But for now I must count on hope,
try my best to deal and cope.
All it took was a job for me,
I would’ve never lost my girl to be.
It took time to do and find,
but now everything will be just fine.
Now I hope you can look at me,
see how hard I have worked for thee.
I will be the best I can be,
but I really do need your love next to me.
Now my soul is hurt and weak,
I pray to god that we may once again meet.
I will dream of you tonight night,
I will hold my pillow nice and tight.
Now I lay me down to sleep,
pray to lord my soul YOU keep.
I defy to be your puppet anymore
Won’t allow you to hurt me ..No..Nomore.
You are allowed to break free
Though I can bet
You won’t be able to forget me..
Cuz the love I gave was true
Even it was just a game for you..
Go, my Casanova, trade your heart
Enjoy the game you play with class and art…
See how many hearts you can win
and how many you can ruin..
You know theres plenty avenues
so every damsel you meet..
let your heart scream ‘I Love You’…
With that killer smile
and mesmerised words
fix your eye and set the target.
When pinned, bring her close and near
Whisper in the ear “I truly Love You, my dear.”
With all your fiery passions and desires
Shower your love with rains of hugs and kiss.
Win the trust and let her feel its a bliss.
Then slowly unveil your mask and nail
and when you are completely assured
the target is totally shattered and ruined.
Just put a tag Mission Accomplished..
Broken hearts are your trophies.
Accumulate them and be happy…
Let the saga continue
Until you are over and out…
But, my love, a word of caution
The game which you play
with immaculate precision
to murder others emotions..
Just remember there is a word
called Conscience and it pricks..
Though I am in ample doubts
whether its alive or you have strangled it to death.
If it is still breathing and alive
Then make it a point to talk once in a blue moon
Don’t let your conscience die so soon…
All are answerable to the Supreme above
So play safe and enjoy your Game of Love….
(Love is not measured by the number of times
You touch each other…..
But the number of times
You reach out to each other)
Can’t love be like the first rays of the sun,
Warm, soothing, comforting;
Should you always want it to be?
The blinding glare of the noon-heated and taunting……..
Can’t love be like the soft, gentle breeze,
Caressing, easing away all tensions;
Should it always be a whirlwind, a gush, a gash
Swift and sure to be gone in a moment……
Can’t love be like a lisping stream
Bouncing merrily over the pebbles of life finding reasons for living:
Should it always be a sea of heartaches,
An ocean of loneliness,a dam of pride…….
Can’t love be sometimes as silent as the shadows,
Each content…yet there for each other
Should it always be a booming pretence
Brandishing ego to the drumbeats of I,Me,Myself…
Cant love be a shrine scented with smiles
Pure and sweet and healing….
Should it always be infested
With falseness and slime….
Can’t love be lingering and lasting,
Like a flame burning constantly:
Should it always be a fizzle of fireworks,
Or a tidal wave of destruction…..
Cant’ love be a dying ember ,where only memories remain,
Should you always make it a roaring spitfire,
A heinous crime,a a numbed soul
Or an aimless existence,embittered,
Kindled with hatred forever.
(Don’t let your love be a murderous flash,
Let it be pure sunshine-sweet and healing).
I felt love for the first time…………..
I waited for years & years, to reach your love……. after 18years he came to me…………
He proposed his love not through eyes, not through actions, not through emotions, not even through words……….
He did not even said, “I LOVE U”. But, I understood what he was coming to say…………
He just, “Expressed”. I felt as something was happening inside me;
First time I Realized,” How Does a Heart Beats”
First time I Read, “a poem from a men eye”
His heart was like, clear sky, without any lust…….
He kneeled near me with a bunch of roses and said “I know there are miles to go…..”
In those miles, “there will be lots of joys, bundles of care, bunch of love & little of sorrows”.
There can be 100’s of silly fights in between us, but it will be for few minutes…….
There will be 1000’s of problems to face……..
What ever happens I can give you Surety that “I will Never Leave you”
My love on you will stay even if you do not accept my love….
My love remains as it is on you Dear
Even, if you are not near. I can live by thinking about your cute face.
Finally he fetched my hands and asked, would you come with me till my eternity…..
He also said, I wish to take u for a long travel, throughout my life…..
He stood up and asked; will you “MARRY ME”
And he stretched his arms & said, “if you too wish to marry me come near me & just hear the words of my heart”……….
You can hear the words of it, how it was screaming these much days without you each & every second………
That was the second; I felt love for the first time.
- Sindhujah Shankarnath
Let me see the spark in your eyes,
each day I wake up in the morning ..
help me read the touch of your hand,
when we go on long walks & keep talking.
Let me feel the warmth of your arms,
in my bad times and cravings.
become my soul and walk with me,
each moment in my life,
till I stop breathing.
Lost in the journey of life,
searching for peace day & night.
Not able to understand what went wrong,
Life was so beautiful when u were around.
Not giving up,
as there is still hope.
will fight till the end,
may be we still have some scope.
to come back together
and amend the mistakes,
that once we made
and had no retakes.
The way u left me, and again tried to come back..
what if i was the one to do that ..
then would you forgive my deeds,
would you forget the mistakes i did,
would you embrace me with the same old love n affection,
would you not question me?
the way you lied to me and apologized again n again..
what if i was the one cheating on you ..
then would you still keep me as your love,
would you not feel shattered every time you see me,
would you not trust me again,
would it be not difficult for you to give me another chance..?
what if i tell you i did all of these i trusted, loved,e mbraced and accepted you..
but again you betrayed me, hurt me … just think for once,
what if i didn’t..!!
Free me, please.
I don’t want to struggle,
And life would be back at ease.
I’m done with you,
I played my part.
All I got nothing,
But a broken heart!
I tried my best
but you never discerned
My hopes are in vain
Only letting me in pain.
To you I’m nothing more,
than a useless insane.
No matter what happens,
Time would set it right.
For my friend “Times heals all thy wounds” right??
-Mr Dream Teamo