Archive for July, 2010
“A Change within Me”
Jul 29th
“I know um grumpy but I hate to grapple with you ..
I know um a freakin dolt but I would turn over a new leaf for you .. !!
I know um a retard who expects so many things from you ..
I’ll lower my expectations so as to accommodate myself with you .. !!
I know um impatient but I’ll learn to keep the patience of the saint ..
When I see you depressed, I hate myself and I repent .. !!
I curse the person within me when I find myself the reason for your grief ..
I feel like killing myself so that my soul heaves a sigh of relief .. !!
My life’s full of deprivation but I would learn to smile even in the pain ..
How do I hide my tears from you, cuz you can notice me crying even if I walk in the rain ..!!
I need to annihilate .. need to kill the wicked person that dwells within me ..
I would change myself giving you no reason to repent for being in love with me” .. !!
Who am I ?
Jul 24th
“When I lost I understood the importance of victory,
When I was depressed I got to know what happiness is,
When I was stranded alone in the midst of trials and tribulations ..
I started looking for people,
When I looked deep down within myself ..
I found someone hiding himself like a snail in a shell (hidden potential)
I befriend him and brought him in front of the world,
Now people admire me and adore me as their ideal .. !!
I always had someone who would turn out to be distinct from the mob ..
Now my pain has been appeased and I’ve ceased to sob … !!!
“I was never the one for you”
Jul 10th
“I was never the one for you cuz you were never the one who deserved to be loved ..
I was never the one for you cuz Love and Sacrifice was never there in your blood .. !!
I was never the one for you cuz you were never a piece of meat to me ..
Love was only lust for you and look what you have turned out to be .. !!
All that you were looking for was money and fame ..
You were a player and playing with emotions was your only game .. !!
The way you are walking on leads to all the luxuries of life ..
You would gain everything but true love would be deprived .. !!
I am indeed not the one for you cuz I loved you more than myself ..
I am not the one for you cuz to make you happy, I can sell my soul to the devil himself” .. !!
“Failure”
Jul 10th
“Failure would guide you to success when you avoid walking on the path which led you in the past to the same old Failure”



